Lyrics:

Intro:
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

Verse 1:
No voice to channel it
Never had one to manage it
I tried to tip the scale
but ain't have the power to handle it
Ain't learned to challenge it
Thought suppression or callousness
That's when I told myself nothin matters
Cuz you inadequate
Nobody talk about nothin really they cappin it
They act like they ain't sad
And that everything is jus fabulous
But this condition will eat away at your happiness
It haunt me like a ghost and like tumors homie its cancerous
You keep it quiet when nothin right in your homielife
Hold it all in cuz ain't no one eager to no why
So I don't speak even though I'm deep on a nose dive
Got me feelin weak cuz I'm fighting demons who don't die
A disappointment that's how I see me and consign
Will I reach a point I see all this misery go by?
I'm thinking bout it while holding onto this four five
I wanna do without it I really promise I've so tried

Hook:
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter


Verse 2:
It don't matter what I try wit the girl
fight wit the girl
Y'all I've given so much time to the girl
hyping the girl
I ain't never told a lie to the girl
jiving the girl
Didn't think I'd lose my mind for the girl
cry for the girl yo...
What it's been like with the girl
life with the girl
Y'all I even broke up twice with the girl
trifling girl yo...
Is this the price for the girl plight for the girl?
Wasn't only down to ride for the girl die for the girl yo...
Put a lid on the torment no I don't pull it up
People think we happy so they don't question what's good wit us
Charade be draining my energy It don't push it up
I'm striving to achieve but aint nothin ever been good enough
So what's the use it don't matter somethin been foolin us
Although it look ok on the surface nothin is coo wit us
I Never thought you the type of person I couldn't trust
But then you let me down even worse it hurt that you stood me up

Hook:
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter